Surrendering… an action that involves totally trusting, totally believing, totally letting go & going totally with the flow!

It’s a TOTALITY OF EVENTS we thought we had controlled over. And we don’t!

Enjoying shooting content for my herbal pre-rolls. In the time of what is now considered to be the last moments in my condo in Cincinnati. So bitter sweet, but I'm ready for more sweet!

I’m going through a major death & rebirth. I mean everything I’ve come to know, expect, and rely on has fallen and stripped itself of me; or me of it.

I prayed, journaled, commanded and envisioned a new life, a new level and new timeline based on my idea of "heaven on earth". And y'all it's happening!

But the thing is, IT'S NOT AS EASY AS IT SOUNDS LOL!

Imagine being on a roller coaster and just riding the ups and downs, twists and turns, swirls and twirls for hours on in. Although you know it's just a "ride" and eventually you'll be able to get off; it's turbulent, it's uncomfortable, you're ready to stop and get grounded in your desired landing.

Yeah, that's what timeline jumping is in really exaggerated terms.

Since I've been extremely intentional with how I desire my life to look and the high frequency I enjoy being in, the tests, the shape shifting of the matrix has been nothing short of intensity. I mean extreme wildness!

Deep down I know that I can survive this. I know that I have the inner and outer strength to thrive and get through the extremely challenging and tumultuous times. And no, It's not without a fight.

If you think about it, anything worth some value is a fight to get, and maintain. Really incredible friendships, loving and healthy relationships, a thriving business and community. Your spiritual ascension and personal growth development.

With every puff of my herbal pre-roll, I enjoy a sacred invitation to go higher in my creating, attracting, aligning and magnetizing at this time. It's a new world being generated, and the one I so choose to create for myself will infinitely reign supreme.

It's available but not without proving your tenacious and intolerable energy for not accepting lack, doubt, and fear! You gotta prove to yourself, that altered ego, that "devil" that you are worthy of the life you see for yourself.

You're allowed to be the spark for change and actually achieve such alchemy!

Who the fuck said I had to settle? And why must I surrender in order to move on my plans?

Surrendering is not merely giving up. It's a trusting in divine sacred source energy that your being guided, heard and helped. That divine timing is always at play. And what you want, you'll be granted with more.

I never knew my life would look drasticaly different than a year ago. No longer working in that sales & marketing cult, I meant firm. No longer accepting the bare minimum in friendships, relationships or even in business connections!

Like I commanded my world to change, and baby, that bitch is crumbling! TOWERS TIPPED!

Honey, jesus, kali ma, and the great mother all in unison need to come and take the damn wheel! Speaking of which, my 2024 Honda Civic car was crashed. And that is what broke the camels back!!! (details on my personal IG posts @alchemygod222)

Certain events had to take place in order for me to catapult expeditiously, lol! The universe said yes and I've been guided with great intensity to my purpose and new life.

Have you experienced living in 2 timelines at once? Like one is a refelction of pure chaos, karma, old energy that you just no longer agree with or have grown from? And this other timeline you can see your new successes, new levels of adventure, new calling on your life in a particular season? That's what I'm experiencing in this very moment. Literal timeline teetering and integration from a lower vibrational frequency into a higher vibrational frequency.

As I continue to witness & experience this transformative time in my life, I will definitely share in my findings. The uncovering of a more in depth me is pretty cool. It's like seeing how far I can go, stand firm in my knowing and just do this shit!

I'm so emotionally empowered and I'm feeling so many things at once. It's a deep knowing of finally all the fruits of my labor are being harvested for our enjoyment. My family, my bloodline, my lineage, and of course my village here at Naturally U.

The universe has been communicating 555, 222, and 444 energy to me a lot lately. I mean the day of my car accident the energy of "5" was prevelant. These synchronicities are really high key activations.

The letting go I've been cornered to do... The allowing of spirit to show up and teach me how to flow has been such a learning curve. Throughout all the tears and exhausting times I was being led to this unraveling taking place.

The world I once knew, loved and felt comfortable with was no longer what I needed or wanted. It was as if I conquered that design. I was bored and now that I'm witnessing my power of creation through spoken words, scripted confirmations, and passionate emoting of my feelings, and visualizing; surrendering is truly all I can do.

Because it's all I'm left with, and in that I still have the duty of persisting. It's just through ease, an allowing of spirit to it's 1/2 and me receive in this season...

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